In three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life: It goes on- Robert Frost

Listening to the radio playing its sad love songs
listening to my heart playing its sour bitter tunes
My mood subsides as the sun sets
My soul sinks as the clock strikes twelve.

I open my eyes
only to find myself staring at the ceiling above
I close my eyes again
Only to find myself playing back the events of the past.
So close these memories in my mind
Yet so far they are from reality
So happy to be in those present moments
Yet so sad to replay past memories.

Listening to my fingers tapping on the PC keyboard
How they long to be touching that face
Feeling my head lie against a stone cold wall
How it longs to rest on that shoulder.

*Part of Article taken from The Star*

Just by thinking about you, I cried.

When you're gone..
The pieces of my heart are missing you

Although it is short
All those sweet memories
Where you and i and everybody
Shall remain here
I'll never forget
How foolish I've once been
And how foolish u've been
Haha.
Just by putting that smile on my face
When i needed them most.
If i were given another chance
I don't want it to be this way
And i hope it never will
I did not want it to be this way
I don't want it this way!

You're always...
always and forever the first
And my only first one
Just by thinking about you
I cried.

It hurts to face the reality
Where i won't see you again
I really want you to hug me
I really want to have fun with you
I really want to call you again
I really want to see ur face
I wanted to attend your graduation
I wanted to see ur name with a Dr in front
And your kids calling me aunty.

But instead..
All I could attend was your funeral
Where you're smilling to me
In that picture of yours.

The Greatest Guy Indeed.

15 August 2008
Today was Daniel's funeral.
A lot people came..
And of cuz a lot of tear flows from everyone.
It was a great loss to everyone..
He was such a great guy.
A great bro.
A great friend.
and etc..
Great in every aspect !!
or perhaps the greatest guy i have ever known.
SALUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
A lot people came.. from his x x x x class mate uni mate n bla bla bla to his lecturer teacher n almost every1 else that's able to attend.
Met a lot of people toooo
Smile a lot to keep people from being sad..
once one cry everyone else will..
stay strong.
the whole hanif class even came to visit mee
omggggggg *touched* thx guys !!
although i honestly prefer not to tell anybody..
hehe
we laugh a lot that every1 stared at us ==|
hehehhehh it's better than crying.
his friend went at about 1+ 2..
me n my cousin stayed overnight..
only us cuz elder than him can't stay..

16 August 2008
tought i was gonna cry the whole night but i did not.ahhhhh
fuh what's the time.. ? 2 only ==?
what's the time.. ? 2.05 ONLY ??
omgawddddddddddddddd n it drags n dragsss time passes so slow suddenly
but it was great.
We could at least accompany him for the last time over the night =]
3 something eat supper samore ==
one round liao still hungry eat 2 ==
tahan tahannn until 4 like that cannot liao..
Go nap car a while then wake up again... ==
then nap n wake up n nap n wake up ==
scare ppl rob oso zz
swt
then finallllllly some how some how some howwwwwww
morning has come..
and bout 9 something or 10 i think 3 of his friends from kl came.
and of cuz every1 cried.
later on mummy came n all the other's came tooo
bout 1.30 the dunno what call ceremony started.
haih stay stronggggggggggg
smile smile smile.....
in the end break down oso..
who wont rite..
had to keep on going ba
life keeps going.
he was cremated.
and i got to hold his picture n hug him for the last time like i always wanted to.
It was fate.
Now rest in peace daniel.
By his side. Your lord, Your Jesus.
Jesus loves you.
we love you and we know you loves us too.
In rememberence Forever.

TRULY CHERISHED. DANIEL TEOH CIEN YANG.

And thanks to every1 that attended and pay their respect condolence and deepest sympathy.

Glad that i had you in my life.
Always in Our Heart.

14 August 2008. FOREVER exist again today.

Today i went to school
after ponteng 2 days..
wellll
school was bored like usuallllll
but it ended up like that.. like usualll toooo
just that we watch chong wei match with indonesiaa lol!
* suppose to have ceramah at the hall* ==
then went piano after school like usuall tooooo
after piano here it goes..
I came back
and i heard sound of crying n tears.
I knew something had happen again.
It happen just about not even a year ago --
I was thinking who died ==
Gradma ? huh i just saw her x mungkin ==
ahhhhhh ==
As i STEP into the house..
My father told me..
Something NOT GOOD had happen
It was my brother... my brother !!
At first i was like uh..
Then...
I was like serious ???????
I just bladdy ate dinner with him yesterday !!!!!!!!!
OMG !!!!!
I broke into tears.
Millions of them flows downnnnnnnnnnn
I went out of the house n cried.
HOW COULD THIS HAPPENNNNNNNNN
i just ate dinner with him yesterday
YESTERDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
could u even believe it !!!!??????
he was GONE ..
FOREVER.. today..
We had so much fun yesterday..
And on Friday... WE went yam cha at Ali..
Until 3 am we talked bout so many things
Along with Edwin... it was so funny n fun we laughed a lot !
i was the driver.. n i sux -- dey teach me how to drive == like ain't a P
he told me to speed n i did it was so fun
He teach me the road back from gurney n etc.
n he say here n there got road block n asked me to becareful.
and there was really a road block just lucky x kena block ==
n i said do whatever he like. and he really did. and he died doing his favourite things. I hope.
and the next day and the next day everything was sooo fineeeeeeeee
so so sooooooo fine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he even wore my shirt.. for the first time i guess.. at my teenage age ==
it was alwayz me wearing his clothes.
i even help him to print stuff
and etc n etc.
today 14 aug..
today ..................
he left.
It was an accident.
On his way back to KL
at Kuala Kangsar..
it was really severe.
The whole front part was gone n he bumbung too
and u know what ??
he was driving a CAMRYYYYY TOYOTA CAMRYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God loves him more.
Everybody tought it was a joke when i sign in into his msn account n tell his friend.
Who would even believe them??
It's like you just speak to him like hours ago !!!
WTF WTF !!!!!!!!
it was like he said goodbye to everyone..
he went to ah ma's place n all his friends n family over penang.. talked to those in KL..
and he even hugged my mother tightly before he went.
when we went to the police station in ipoh n the hospital.
we see his body and settle all the need that had to be settled.
He even left a picture of himself so perfect
Everything was so perfect.
He say he wanted to tour the world and there he goes.
However,
The truth of his accident. Still a question mark.

I still wan to go clubbing with him when i was 21 in KL.
I still wanna go study in KL with himm.
I still wanna go have fun with him.
I still wanna do so many many things with him!!!!!!!!!!!!
And ask him so many many many question!!!!!!!!!!
But what's left is I could only put my hands together and pray for him.
May you rest in peace koko... (L)FOREVER.

I shall perhaps continue your study and graduate as a pharmacist one day.

Please to all of you out there.
DRIVE CAREFULLY
DON'T GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT TOO MUCH
DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE
and etc. etc.

Live your life to the fullest.
You never knew what will happen tomorrow.
You might not see them tomorrow.

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

TMY (L) TCY

In our memories n heart forever.

13 August 2008- The Sweetest Day Forever.

Today was the birthday of ah bu bu..that day went n buy pressie for her..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm she want's a CJ7 that toy
got her one ^^
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so we celebrated her bufday..
i ponteng schooolllll hehehheeee n night tuitionnnnn hehehheheee
about 6 where i came back from another tuition... we cut the cake and took family pictures..
although it was just some it was really cool..
bro took them ^^ the photographer.
then we ate the cake..
and at night we don't know where to eat to celebrate bubu's birthday..
so bro suggested Victoria Station..
and there we go !!
i was the driver =]
hehehehhe so blur dunno road...
bro sat beside me...
so there we goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
well welllll
we ordered 4 sets i n my sis share..
but ended up all sharing la..
got tuna dunno wat lobster chicken n steakkkkkk
yummieeeeeeee
after ate bro say let's sit a while samore..
so we did..
we chat n had some time together.
after that we went back..
and bro said he was going back to KL..
sooooo
the night ended like that..
happy bufday bubu.

Subject: What love is

Subject: What love is

These are so great!


WHAT LOVE
MEANS TO AGE 4 TO 8
YEAR OLD CHILDREN

Slow down for three
Minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of Babes. What does Love mean? A Group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds,
'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than
Anyone could have imagined.
See what you think:

'When my Grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails
Anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his Hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8

'When
Someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know
That your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4

'Love is
When a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out
And smell each other.' Karl - age 5

'Love is
When you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without
Making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6

'Love is
What makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

'Love is
When my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to
Him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7

'Love is
When you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want
To be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They
Look gross when they kiss' Emily - age 8

'Love is
what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and
Listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you
Want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million
More Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is
When you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is
Like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after
They know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6

'During
My piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people
Watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one
Doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8

'My mommy
Loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep
At night.' Clare - age 6

'Love is
When Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5

'Love is
when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than
Robert Redford.' Chris - age 7

'Love is
when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day'
Mary Ann - age 4

'I know
my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go
out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4

'When you
love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.'
(what an image) Karen - age 7


'Love is
when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.'
Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you
should say it a lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8

And the
final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he
was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most
caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly
gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the
little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just
sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the
little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped
him cry'