GAYline of The GAY Family aka Celine Sayur.

Wassup folks it was GAYline here aka Celine Sayur. Time has passed so fast and the last day has reached for me to be in LUCT. We'll know that next year GAYline will be going to aussie =(. That makes all of ya sad heh ><><

Well. Seriously now. Time passes real quick. A year passed. I woke up every morning being late to class, went to lunch with all of you, came back all drained up took a nap and went dinner with all of yah again. Awesome right? Almost all the worker in the *usual* place knew us ^^. The big gang heh. Old town, Q thai, 100 yen, SK, Mc Donald and bla bla blaaaaaaaa-ness

Today GAYline woke up to see her room all empty. And trust me. She never likes emptyness. When she step out of that room, all her memories rushed back. How Angie used to knock on the door until wan runtuh, how they used to watched I do I do late night and laugh like shit, how they try on everything in GAYline's closet! And of course, how they revenged GAYline's *happening* housemate =D. Ahhh and how GAYline unlocks the doors =D Yes they loves GAYline. And GAYline loves all of you. ♥♥♥♥♥

To be together for a year all day long * without a break * which means breakfast. lunch dinner supper...... Hmmm that's something heh. And suddenly we gotta be away. That's something again heh. Well I know none of you knew my blog. HEHE. But MAYBE, if someday you happen to googled GAYline and it came out. IT's worth reading ^^

Let's see who to start with. Let's just pick the girls?

AnGAY- It has been a year now. Since the first day in orientation, we knew each other. To be honest you changed a lot. Maybe it was him. But one thing that never changed is we're still friends. OMaaa pipipipipigugugugugu. Don't be so depress. There are so many wonderful things in life. Move on. Get a life. Yeah. I appreciate everything you've done for me all this while =] And of course it was fun being with you. Do miss me ^^ HAHA. I will miss you too. How we used to trick you X housemate, jumped into swimming pool and stuffs heh.

Yipi- WASSUP. That's how we start a conversation heh. All this while. You thought me a lot. Though girl, you need to be more patience. Always think before you do something. That's what you lack of. But you were a great girl. To me yeah. Although you moved to PJ CAD, you still keep in touch with me. I love that =] ♥ Hope you will be doing well heh. And hey ! I think i'm coming to langkawi soon =D GREET ME =D

SilverGAY- RIght, as you said. We only knew each other this semester and we had a lots of fun. Yup. You were a nice girl ya know. Never to gives any trouble and such ^^. Yeah I always smile and I hope you too. In hard times or easy times, smile through them. You were fine as you are. Just move on when you need to =]

GAYvia- LAOPOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Yup. This is my lao poh. I love her and she love me ♥ But lao poh. You need to have more tolerence. And gives more. If you could achieve that, it's really good for you in the future. Don't force yourself too much through life. All of us gives the best. But you cannot expect to recieve the best. That's life. =]

VON VOONNNNNN- Ahhh I prefer calling you von vonnnnn ! It just felt so good. AIYOOO HAK SEIIII YANNN ORHHHHHH!!! You were always so cool and emo. Until I found out that you really missed me heh ! Yes von vonnnnn I'm so gonna miss yah toooo LOTS AND LOTSSSS. WEll if one day you published your first manga or anime. Don't forget to send me a copy okay =] With an autograph on it! Who knows !

GAYjiao- HAHA shong shuu!! Welll you everydya late de. Dun be late le aaaaaaa. Be puntual. And trust me it helps in the future =] Although you moved out too but all this while we had a lot of fun heh. Nothing much actually changed ^^ We're friends and will always be.

GAYlis- This is my 小小姐. Although we are not always together. I always liked you ^^. Thanks for the ride to KLIA =] And of course dinner together was nice. We made you spend money on dinner and less cook =D hehheheeeee

AHHHHHHHHHHh I'm too tired to continue the guys part. I'll edit this post soon ^^ Nights ladies and gents

You know. I just wanna keep all this memories here and hope that one day when we all look back. We will put a smile through it ^^. ♥♥♥♥♥♥ loves.

Brother.

Arghhhhh my friend send me a poem written by him.

And he asked if I was touched. Heh yes Kylee. I was.

Very much indeed I like it. It was just like me and him.

The exact way ^^

I remember a time in youth
Brothers, best friends, together always.
Oh those were the days.
I remember, together as teens
The fighting and arguing and all in between
The laughing and joking till tears filled our eyes.

I remember those times each day I wake
Not understanding God's choice in who to take
A brother, a father a good man to all.
I remember our last time together
Sitting and talking well into the night
Together, your sickness we vowed to fight.

I remember I asked, ' Are you OK'
Looking at you, our eyes filled with questions
' Bro, you are always my brother '.
I remember those words, will all my life
Your voice shaking ' I am OK'
Three little words through my head, that always worries me.

I remember you brother always so strong
I pray every day, I hope you forgive me
I thought I could help you, I am not sure have I did help you or not.

From day one all we did was fight,
now all I do is fight back my tears.
I wanted to do everything you did,
because I wanted to be just like you.
Now I sit here wondering what to do,
because there's no one to replace you.

I never did tell you all the things I felt,
like how much I really did love you.
I wish we could go back and start over again.
I don't want to be alone. I need my brother,
I need my best friend.

When you think of me
while you are away from me,
Think of how much you meant to me.



Its sad that you left
with saying goodbye,
But just remember I love you
As you began to fly.

You did so much for me,
as I didn't do much for you.
I hope you will forgive me,
for all the things I didn't do

You were my brother
and my best friend.
I will always love you
no matter how long its been,
since life came to an end.

Even if it was to just say “hi” or goodbye.
We have all been invisible and we don't know why.
I think about you and I get so sad.
I'm sure you do too when you are mad.
So please let me open my arms up once again.
To let you know that I'm always there when you need a friend.

Life is too short for you not to know.
How I feel inside
I just can't let it go.
So until we see each other again.
may God bless you, little brother
We are still best friends.

You'd look at me and smile,
your smile used to stretch a mile.
When I had a bad day you were the only on who could make me laugh,
its like you were my other half.
It hurts me to see what you are going through,
it hurts even more because there's nothing I can do.
I just wish I could make it all ok,
but all I can do is pray.
I pray for you every night before I go to sleep,
and every time I think I hear you creep.
Sometimes its like your still here,
I look at the door and wait for you to appear.
Then I realize your no more here,
and I go back to feeling so alone.
I love you so much you just don't know,
no matter what you'll always be my best friend.

-Kylee-

You made me realise.

Folks, it has been a long time. Wassup buddies !!????????

Well I have to really admit I was PRETTY BUSYYYYYY with college life lately. And INTERNET SULK ! I wanted to uploads lotsa pictures! but......... heh WElll I have been on an oversea trip with college matessss * how awesome heh! *, finished presentation's, done examssssss and bla bla blaaaa. And ! I always wanted my blog to be in order, but today this guy made me realise. I have to write it down. All my feelings, weather happy or sad. I should write them down. So that one day, when I actually look back at them, I would smile my face out =D. Just like that =D

Well, when you have done presentationsssss, doneee examsssss, submitted assignmentsssssss.... It's almost time forrrrrrrrrrrrr HOLIDAYYYY !! YAY! Yes I was really looking forward to holiday because it has been super hectic. However, today this guy made me realise, that I actually wanted more time with them. I'll be going to Australia next year. So as soon as I'm done with my sem, the time has come, to say goodbye and see you. I always and always thought I will go through this happily. But today, I doubt. I REALLY DOUBTED.

He told me, everytime I thought of after finishing this sem, I will not see you again for a long time. That makes me sad. Hey, that makes me real sad too =(. I really like you yeah. Rather, I love you. All of you. Yeah, we make memories. Lots and lots of memories. When I thought of them, they were just so sweet. So sweet that I would tears down with a smile. You know, I gonna miss you guys. If I were here, we would have been in the same class. =] Having our degree, and to graduate together. Yes. A year ago I was planning for that. But I can't anymore.

I have to think a step ahead. This departure will in return brings future. But don't worry. I never regretted chosing Lim Kok Wing University because there were you guys. All of you that I know. Countless people I meet. Thousands and million and billionssss of memories you guys gave me. In just a year. Just a year. We had so much fun. Something not everyone would have in their life. A unique one. Just so unique. * Which makes my lappie super LAGGIE because of too many pictures^^ * You guys were awesome.

If you guys happen to found this one day, I wanna tell you guys, no matter what happen, you guys rawks. Just awesome-nesss. Though sometimes, I was pissed off. To be honest heh. I was at times. And I am sure you guys were too with me. Thanks for all the patience and I am always sorry ya know. I just don't know if I hurt any of you. And of course. Always remember and love me. This girl with the name Celine. Celine sayur =]

See. Tuna just called me to dinner at burger =] And I just went old town yesterday and JUST NOW for dinner. How lucky I am =] AHHHH and about the updatesss for the LOST world of mine..... Soon ^^ hhehehhee sorry yeah, Muacks.