Since i'm in here///

And since i feel so fucked up right now, i might as well shoot some stuff on the wall and make holes. Empty the bullets and holds no grudge. 1 word. STRESSED. JEEZZZ why on earth am i feeling this freakingggggg huge impact of stressss! I guess i am not the only freaking person in the world that is feeling this stressful but stress lar. shit. stressed == omg why so stressed. dammit!

I need to get it away. These stress. get a good sleep. but felt so hype. irony and more irony and more irony in life. Well, once my friend told me, which day of your life you are not fucked up?

Ahhh well again, it's just human. To want to achieve the best, to yearn for satisfaction and to drown in the world of stress. This is the first time in my life feeling so stressful. What happen to the happy go lucky me. The awesome me. The happy me. Me. M. E EMMMMM EEEEeeeeeeeee. M E. ME! i need to get a hold of myself.

being in this irony of lies doesn't help. infact it gets worse each day. I need to wake up. wake up. WAKE UP. and open my eyes to a whole new world. But before that could happen i need to leave the world behind. But if i leave the world behind to the new world, wouldn't the old world be lonely and sad ? But again, life moves on. Life. Goes. On.

One day, somebody will put a full stop; reaches their hands out; with arms wide open; and welcome me to the new world. Loves, mum, dad, bro and sis. And him.

Which him? That's for you to guess and for me to find out.

I think i am crazy. I am out of my mind.

BUT.

after crazy u will be back to ur sane; -sf-