My sorrow and miserable, your rule is over, the new reign of positive and happiness has begun.

ish ish ishhhhh

ishhhhhnessssss !!
i slept for an hour only..... wahhhhhh keat. tu looo cari pasai ishhhh.. then go dim sum... blur blur omgggg didn't eat much swt... havn't wake up laa duhhhh wahahaaaaa.. eh this few days penangnist not bad d o LV DKNY wahhh... ok... then go pasar.. lol people think i am crazy but in fact i'm not ! laughing by myself lol! duh cuz kylee send wrong msg lol.... wahhahaa then come back.. drew somethinggg =D gonna colour later...... then sunk into the bed lol 9+ jor

unfortunately not sleeping yet lol ! was messaginggg =D then wanna sleep d dai ka jie call =D duhhhhh then fall asleep back... then msg again lol ! duhhhhh thanks so much ya know. i know you really care... i really really appreciate them... but emoness really comes in the dark lol! i mean at night haha. when it's day time.. morning or afternoon or evening i'm not really emo.. infact happy =D hmmmm weird o ? life life lifeeeeee aaaaaahhhhhhh i know i should spend life like it was my last.. i always did. but that never happen when it comes to this hehhee i cannot go up to him n say i love you. Duhhhh dai ka jieee i dun wanna die yet lawls ! it's like digging my own grave LMAO. either way i might regret. haha! now that i don't sleep anymore i walked to msn lol 11+ jor duh

And then i talked to sau fei. Dam he really made me realise i've forgotten something. Something so precious and important to me ! ME. myself. my smile ^^. ahh yesss yesss yessssssss zen !! Relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Chilllllllllll and SMILE =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD. It rushed back all those happy times where i would smile everyday and still do.. just emoing is taking it's place lol ! Happy go lucky girl! dam !! since when i worry so muchhhhh arghhhhhh so true omg dam dam. since when tmy become a worrier OMG. DUNG DUNG. throw the dam thing awayyy! STOP wondering. Keep thinking =] Must keep smilling so people around me will be happy ^^ yess yesssssssss smile =D

Duh kai ooo !! how much bunga u wan charge me o !? pokai la akuuuu!! dah laaa forgot give u back that day money ............ remember buy ur entertainment yah ! hahaha

Another 2 hour sleep.

wow .
seriously... when ya have nothing to do.. all you could do is think. and keep your mind n soul wonderinggg.
seriously again.
this time it's been really special.. i'm in bed now lol. for the first time on9 in bed heheh?
haha. i off the com after a series of addictive manga... and i gotta write 2 freaking essay about my bro. i laughed n survived myself from crying.. hahahaaa ! i'll be dead zombie if i start to cry now. gotta wake about 6.15. cuz wan go dim sum. must take sis go school first then go.. Sigh.. life's been really depressing seriously. not what u think... just that i'm really not the type who can actually sit still. haha ! so after a few ignorant nights. i message him again. hmmm life's been pretty different. so.. i really don't know anymore actually... what am i thinking.. why i emerge myself into this again... so i just gotta endure it i guess..? but it just hurt so much... sighhh... life life lifee.. it's not that i wanna complain. but i just can't keep myself still arghhh.. relaxxxx relaxxxxx n stop thinking is what kai darling says but darlinggg u know my brain can't do so.... at least i did thought about it haha ! n it did calmed me down. oh raw honey... i don't wanna disturb ur beauty sleep..... though i know u really meant it. I realise there's actually people who cares so much =3 thanks guys seriously.......

Now that i rethink back.. u are really worse. seriously again ! arghhhhhh making me into this state u are something. but what i know is i won't drop my tears. no. not yet at least. i seriously do not know anymore omggggggggg who to talk to.. yes you again bloggie. you =D which felllow whom i'm close to who i can actually talk to is awake now lol ! even if ur awake.. i dunno how to open my mouth nor type the words out... now i'm wondering if i should sleep.. i'm really really tired. and when i close my eye. i could only thought about u. fuck ! no i dun wanna do that lawls. definately not yet. don't leavc me hanging... arghhhhhh now tomorrow tomorrow and tomorroww.. creep in these petty pace from day to day... i holiday a month jorrrr sighhh so it's been a month ya know. dam ! i really do enjoy life in penang. but............. haihh i dunno la. haihhhhhhhhhhh tu ... my brain drop out because i open my mind too big.. why are you being so goood to me n now ignoring me. aiksssss... or was i just thinking too much.. yea it must be. whateverrrr.. dam this human seriously has no brain. don't bother ! n that's me. arghhhhhhh even nick's gay! dam!

i've been to lunch quite offen these days. it's been really nice of you guys =] it really did cheer me up... =] arghhhhh dam ! i need to get some sleep.. helpless.... let's go see ren now.... hehehh ?
or perhaps not sleeping today? omg. 4.09. n ren i'm coming !

This human has no brain. Don't bother.

Another depressed night.
Idiot.
I'm not like you ~ go clubbing whenever ur depress. Shit u la
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
dunno what to do.. f u c k.
cannot TT
ooooooo ! open that bladdy johnny walker LOL !
nooooooooooooooooooooo
seee.... almost insane...
duhhhh yipi call me go her house
duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh not so jian tan
goreng telur meh ?
haihhh if can i cao jiu go le.........
so confuse omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
now i really dunno wan move or not oso... sigh
aaaaaaaaa fan fan fan fannn ahh !
that's what happen when ur too free dam ! n got nobody to talk toooo la la laaaaaaa
oh yeah narhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm just wasting ur time..
dun even bother reading this lolz
manga oso dunno wan read what jor........... everyday complain complain !!!!!
samore msn make me so depresssssss omggggggggggggggggggggg
one hour n cannot even sign in ? idiotic !
tomolo samore wan go dim sum with mummy n daddy
omgggggggggggggg
life life lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!
depressing
emo emo emo emoooooooooooo
holiday time nth do laaa
study time wan go home pulaaaa
aikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

25th April

at my apartment? lol night =D

lolz pretty attracting attention ?

At Raffless Finallly reach o !

Hmmm today me n yipi oni lo go ...

Cuz wei jing n johnny overslept lawls

we went around kl take picture orhh ~

then yipi wanna go raffles oso

so we go raffles first !!

dam hot n many ppl swt

samore so hard find omggggg

but it went well laa hehhehe

come back jor samore go swimming lawls ! =]

Life Drawing submission day- 24th april =D

Colour Shading The fucking corridor lawls

Shading

our very first *rubbish dump* lawls !

busy busyyy everyone busyyyy label cut paste~~ n bla bla blaaa

The time has come again !

taaadaaa going back time sunset =]

nice double bass ! omg

jessie repairing the lift lawls !

geng bo?? we FINALLY reach 22 floor WALKING up da stairs omgggggg

in the end we walked up~~ wahahaaaa 20th flooor d DUN JOKE. omgawddd

ok so now whatt.... wanna continue walking up or wait lift....??? hmmmm

genggg so many lawls.. i forgot which floor this is !

duhhhhhhh ~~ wahhaaha =D proven orang gila ?? wakakaaa ghost !!

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~ jessie's fav

seee !! same broadband modem ! of cuz same sulky connection wahahhaaa

shoooooooooot !! =D at her balcony ^^

seee !! her room so keat... but cannot win me la jesh ! must come seee ~ hahhaa

i miss u jessieee TT two orang gila lawls !! wahahhaaa

wahhaahahaa jessieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee n me =D

18th n 19th April.

Hohoho !! The time's here again !! This 2 days go find jessie n lay wah again ^^

yayyyyy * though i know it's june now * lawlssss

eheheehee i really had fun with u guys laaaa

all da way from ULU cyberjaya to subang is not easyyy .....

actually i went one U find ch first hah hah ha !

so it's kinda late when i reachhh ~~ dey come pick me up again ^^ WEEEEEE =D happy happppyyy !!

this time no greeting jor ah ?? ehehhee =D

well anyway.. after that went explore jessie apartment.. and thenn !! we go swimming lol!

with shirley n her friend oso.... hmmm

then night time we buat gila gila loooo =D eheehheheeee

then tired jor sleep ! next dya go out !

like usualll morning went old townnn..... ehheheeee

lay wah cannot follow nuu~ ehhehe anyway then we went out the 5 of us ...

n guess what !! the lift spoil omggggggggggggggggggg we had to walk up 22 flooor swttttt

WElllll wellllllll then we went to sungai wang and time square!

hmmm it's pretty diff o ? anyway really had fun n now i'm missing it awwww

i bought my violin today =D eheehehheee =D shuang omgggg yeng.

then later went back loo

see yah jessie !

and of course hello desaria !